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Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Fears are Weird

#2. Describe 3 legitamate fears and explain how they became fears

WEEEEEELLL

#1. Im am aboslutely terrified that I will fail as a wife and mom. I suppose this comes from watching others fail (not my own, thank you Lord). I will do everything I can to not let this happen. I want to make my kids (whenever they may come around...not for awhile though) and my husband proud and feel supported and nutured at all times. I think that there is so much destruction of families, with people who you'd never expect that it just terrifies me that the world can destroy it all.

#2. I am scared to death of snakes (and chickens and armadillos....but I have no rationality for those two so we're sticking to snakes). I remember being little and making my mom check my sheets at night for snakes. I was CONVINCED there was a pit of them at the foot of my bed in the tucked in sheets. I cant pinpoint the time the fear began, but Im sure I saw something terrifying in school or on tv. I do remember being forced to walk through a bus full of freakshow snakes that were all crazy colors, deformities, etc. Im sure that didnt help. I hate snakes. All kinds, sizes, colors, drawn, real, photos, ALL.

#3. Being trapped in small spaces ESPECIALLY in a car that is going underwater. I used to think it was just the car issue, but when I watched the World Trade Center movie, I learned its small spaces as well. My heart starts to pound and my breath gets real short. I cant watch the action movies when a car dives off the bridge into water....I close my eyes every time. I think I would panic so much if it happened, I wouldnt be able to get out and would quickly use all the air. I know it sounds crazy that this is a fear, since I live in Oklahoma and well, we dont exactly have lots of places to accidentally end up in your car in water haha. BUT its a fear and a big one.

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