Life is great.
I absolutely LOVE being married. Its the greatest thing since sliced bread. We've been married now for 2 months and 2.5 weeks and every day is an adventure. Its just right.
Sure not everything is easy, but we have just about the same amount and level of "rough patches" as we did dating. They are very small and far between and we always end up making it better. Its life and it goes on and as long as it goes on with him, Im okay.
There are two things I have noticed since being married.
1. I cant spend money whenever I want. Its really hard to not just go buy the new pairs of shoes that you want because you know you have the money in your bank. REALLY hard. But we're on a budget and Im sticking to it. We're sticking to it. We're determined to save from the beginning (which we have) and never be caught up a financial creek. So far, we're doing really well. We have about 2 months of our expenses saved up. Sure there may be things we want to do along the way (vacations, etc) but we want to buy a house and have a significant amount to put down and still have some in savings. So we're saving. And Im passing on shoes and hoodies and impulse buys until then. :)
2. When you get married, your friends seem to disappear. I think its probably something that starts in the midst of an engagement and then you see the full results after the wedding is over. Im sure its because you're focusing on each other and the joys of being married and being with each other. But it is nice to be with others too. Its hard to feel forgotten. To feel like you've done something wrong or offensive (or that maybe they just dont really enjoy your company after all). Its rough. I will survive with my husband, but it would be a much more fulfilled and joyful life if we had community to enjoy (outside of xbox headsets). And I get that friendship is a two way street....but it would be nice to feel like people weren't detouring away from our street all the time. Its been so long since we've been asked or contacted and it gets so hard to ask and get turned down so much. Empty promises and "we'll get together sometime"s are hard.
We just had a four day Thanksgiving weekend which we spent relaxing. It was nice. He helped me decorate for Christmas (because for some stupid weird reason, this year I wasnt motivated to do it like before). We had a spontaneous mini-date at Hey Day and played an hour of laser tag (thanks to buy 1 get 1 free). We did laundry, played lots of Halo Reach, slept in and stayed up late. And then there's Thanksgiving. This year my mom and her new husband took Cara to San Diego, CA to spend the holidy with my step sisters. Jana and Ryan went to his parents. And Jeremiah and I went to his parents for the meal. We had a wonderful time there. I love my inlaws. And then we went over the soon to be wed, John and Dale's for desserts. We ended up staying there for 3 hours just chatting it up...which is a favorite past time of mine with them. I cannot wait for their wedding in December (even though Im not able to attend physically)!!
However this was the first year Ive not seen any of my family. Its not about not loving who I did spend it with. Its about missing my own blood. My own traditions. It was weird. I dont like it. I never really thought it would be a big deal. But it is. Im going to need this not happen again. My family is my center. My support. My haven. So I need that in my life. I NEED it. Im going to be more conscious of this next holiday.
Which brings me to Christmas. I love this time of year. Its cheerful. Its bright. Its cold (I HOPE). I love it. What I dont love is the stress of feeling like you have to get people gifts. Its so hard! Do I love getting gifts? YES. And I actually love giving them....when I have the money AND when I dont feel obligated. This year, being newlyweds, we really dont have the extra to spend on everyone. Now dont get me wrong...we're still doing gifts. Just not what everyone would expect. I just hope it goes over well. I hope they see past the present.
In other news, we are volunteering and Poteet Theatre this week (hopefully will get to see Mrs.Cyndi Steele Harrod knock Ms. Hannigan out of the park). I just bought Kelly Clarkson's "Stonger" album and She & Him's Christmas Album. AND I can finally go look at Christmas lights! SO excited.
Monday, November 28, 2011
Friday, July 15, 2011
If I Loved You....Oh, I do.
I must say that I feel extremely loved and extremely lucky in life.
In the past month I have encountered situations that have let love shine boldly and bravely and they have truly touched me. My grandmother, Geneva Cearley, passed away on June 30th. We all knew it would be soon, so I had planned to go to rehearsal on the 30th, and then go to Enid around noon on July 1st. This was my plan. However, I walked into rehearsal where Cyndi and Shawna met me with what Id probably call tough love. They insisted that I leave and go to Enid immediately so that I wouldn't miss saying my goodbyes. It wasn't an order. It wasn't a command or them trying to make me feel something I wasn't. It was two women that I love, loving me enough to make me do what I needed to do. I will never be able to thank them enough for that. Without their love, I would have missed getting to share mine with my grandma in her last hours. I can tell you that if it had ended up that way, I would have been devastated.
Through all the deaths in my life, I don't ever remember saying goodbye. Ive always had reasons (whether mine or my parents) to not go. I don't regret them. But this time was different. She was different. My family was different. This was the last parent of my moms...the last grandparent I had left. I needed to be there. I needed to be with her and I needed to be with my family. Deaths are a crazy thing. They are bittersweet. But they really bring people together. The love of my family that day and the days to follow made me so appreciative of them. I know that no matter what happens, family is always there. No family is perfect, but when they need to come together and be FAMILY, they do. Its loving unconditionally. Its beautiful.
On another note, my rehearsals for Rodgers and Hammerstein's "Carousel" began. It had been over a year since I had been involved in theatre. I took a hiatus to enjoy dating Jeremiah...which is a good thing as it turned into a proposal! :) It was the best decision Ive ever made. However, getting back into the grind was not so easy. I was lucky enough that Laura handled everything for me until music rehearsals started (among MANY other things she has done for me and this show since then). It was a gift that I cant repay. I had many struggles...mainly, calendar issues...and my cast and staff stuck with me. They never got angry with me or threw diva fits over it. I must tell you, the mistakes weren't small all the time. Yet, they took it with a grain of salt and adjusted! I am so lucky to have a cast that understands that I know what I'm doing I'm just rusty and have a billion things going at once. Seriously...55+ people that all treated me with kindness despite my ignorant mistakes which caused their inbox to be bombarded daily. I am blessed.
Not only does my cast love me, but my fiance has to be the best man in the world. After all, what man is going to willingly give up (more or less) his fiance for 2 months almost every night in the midst of wedding planning in the 3 months before their wedding? Jeremiah Parris did. I am blown away by his understanding through out this process. Not only his understanding but his support. He has done everything from my laundry to bringing me dinner when Ive been too rushed to remember my own. He even came up after a few rehearsals and helped us with the set. It make the show that much more special to me to look at the set and know that he helped. That may seem silly, but it just makes me love the show (and him) that much more! Once upon a time I had said "I will never be involved with someone who makes me choose theatre or them." He doesn't make me choose. He just chooses me %100. Its incredible. I'm a lucky woman. I am so happy that my schedule has finally opened up a little to allow me some time to see him! And in 57 days, I will be a lucky wife!
Wife. I still get excited and eager over the word....these next 57 days need to fly by. However, I'm learning that I still have a "few" things that need to be done! So August is going to be crunch month. I'm going to need help I think to make sure it all gets done. I'm sure I'll be asking Jana a ton of questions! Our families have been SO amazing throughout the wedding process. We've been blown away by the financial support that we received (including those who continually saved cans for us!) We have just been beyond blessed by everyones generosity and helping hand. You're all allowing us to have a beautiful wedding, and not go broke.
And last but not least, I know that I am sincerely cared for at the theatre because they moved a big audition so that they could attend our wedding. Really? Wow. I honestly have no words to show my level of gratitude and appreciation for that.
Life is shaping up just fine. We are moved into our new apartment (big thanks to my future in-laws)...well technically I am moved in...Jer will join me in 57 days! Tech week is over (hallelujah and amen) and we open tonight! Buy your tickets at www.poteettheatre.com. My new job is wonderful. Life is good. Love is all around.
Now if I could just squeeze in a seester date....all would be right with the world.
In the past month I have encountered situations that have let love shine boldly and bravely and they have truly touched me. My grandmother, Geneva Cearley, passed away on June 30th. We all knew it would be soon, so I had planned to go to rehearsal on the 30th, and then go to Enid around noon on July 1st. This was my plan. However, I walked into rehearsal where Cyndi and Shawna met me with what Id probably call tough love. They insisted that I leave and go to Enid immediately so that I wouldn't miss saying my goodbyes. It wasn't an order. It wasn't a command or them trying to make me feel something I wasn't. It was two women that I love, loving me enough to make me do what I needed to do. I will never be able to thank them enough for that. Without their love, I would have missed getting to share mine with my grandma in her last hours. I can tell you that if it had ended up that way, I would have been devastated.
Through all the deaths in my life, I don't ever remember saying goodbye. Ive always had reasons (whether mine or my parents) to not go. I don't regret them. But this time was different. She was different. My family was different. This was the last parent of my moms...the last grandparent I had left. I needed to be there. I needed to be with her and I needed to be with my family. Deaths are a crazy thing. They are bittersweet. But they really bring people together. The love of my family that day and the days to follow made me so appreciative of them. I know that no matter what happens, family is always there. No family is perfect, but when they need to come together and be FAMILY, they do. Its loving unconditionally. Its beautiful.
On another note, my rehearsals for Rodgers and Hammerstein's "Carousel" began. It had been over a year since I had been involved in theatre. I took a hiatus to enjoy dating Jeremiah...which is a good thing as it turned into a proposal! :) It was the best decision Ive ever made. However, getting back into the grind was not so easy. I was lucky enough that Laura handled everything for me until music rehearsals started (among MANY other things she has done for me and this show since then). It was a gift that I cant repay. I had many struggles...mainly, calendar issues...and my cast and staff stuck with me. They never got angry with me or threw diva fits over it. I must tell you, the mistakes weren't small all the time. Yet, they took it with a grain of salt and adjusted! I am so lucky to have a cast that understands that I know what I'm doing I'm just rusty and have a billion things going at once. Seriously...55+ people that all treated me with kindness despite my ignorant mistakes which caused their inbox to be bombarded daily. I am blessed.
Not only does my cast love me, but my fiance has to be the best man in the world. After all, what man is going to willingly give up (more or less) his fiance for 2 months almost every night in the midst of wedding planning in the 3 months before their wedding? Jeremiah Parris did. I am blown away by his understanding through out this process. Not only his understanding but his support. He has done everything from my laundry to bringing me dinner when Ive been too rushed to remember my own. He even came up after a few rehearsals and helped us with the set. It make the show that much more special to me to look at the set and know that he helped. That may seem silly, but it just makes me love the show (and him) that much more! Once upon a time I had said "I will never be involved with someone who makes me choose theatre or them." He doesn't make me choose. He just chooses me %100. Its incredible. I'm a lucky woman. I am so happy that my schedule has finally opened up a little to allow me some time to see him! And in 57 days, I will be a lucky wife!
Wife. I still get excited and eager over the word....these next 57 days need to fly by. However, I'm learning that I still have a "few" things that need to be done! So August is going to be crunch month. I'm going to need help I think to make sure it all gets done. I'm sure I'll be asking Jana a ton of questions! Our families have been SO amazing throughout the wedding process. We've been blown away by the financial support that we received (including those who continually saved cans for us!) We have just been beyond blessed by everyones generosity and helping hand. You're all allowing us to have a beautiful wedding, and not go broke.
And last but not least, I know that I am sincerely cared for at the theatre because they moved a big audition so that they could attend our wedding. Really? Wow. I honestly have no words to show my level of gratitude and appreciation for that.
Life is shaping up just fine. We are moved into our new apartment (big thanks to my future in-laws)...well technically I am moved in...Jer will join me in 57 days! Tech week is over (hallelujah and amen) and we open tonight! Buy your tickets at www.poteettheatre.com. My new job is wonderful. Life is good. Love is all around.
Now if I could just squeeze in a seester date....all would be right with the world.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Wedding Nightmares are the worst.
Last night was the most awful dream, really more of a nightmare. It was about, you guessed it, the wedding. Everything was going wrong. My makeup artist lady was late, and when she got there was unfocused. We hadnt done a run though and she didnt know what she wanted to do. Lacy was no where to be found. We were getting married in this wedding chapel country club place that had different weddings going on in all the different rooms. People kept coming back to talk to me or my mom and seeing me in the dress completely unready. My cousins Jake and Nate were not there and they were supposed to be. There wasnt even 50 people attending. Needless to say, I was hysterical the entire time. The ENTIRE time. So much so that when I woke up this morning, I felt more tired than before I went to bed. How is that even possible?
So all of these things need not to happen. Kapeesh?
So all of these things need not to happen. Kapeesh?
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Trials, Testing, and Overcoming
My life has been crazy lately. I wish I were better at blogging so that they wouldn't have to be so long. But I at least blog once a month to keep everyone updated. Maybe one day I will have Internet at home and can be a "real blogger" as Jana says. Anyway, I have so much to blog about, however I have either not had the time/ability to blog or have not felt it was the right time. Well now its time.
This month has been a month of trial and testing. It started with work being super busy, which required me to work on Mothers Day (not cool). Then, I was fired for my job two days later for applying for a new job before telling my boss (REALLY NOT COOL). I don't want to get into the whole story of me getting fired, so that's the reason in a nutshell. Needless to say it was a devastating experience. Ive never been fired, and the reasons made it twice as hard. I was devastated for a day (and have had a few sad days here and there) but all in all it really taught me to trust the Lord. Getting fired right before moving (in July) and a few months before your wedding is absolutely terrifying. However, I did my best to trust that God was going to work it out. So I kept applying for jobs and saving what money I could - my tax return coming in three days after I got fired was a HUGE blessing as well. And it paid off.
The very job that I got fired for applying for, I got offered last Thursday. It is for The Bair Foundation. My first day was last Friday and the real training will start tomorrow. I'm a little nervous. There seems to be a lot to remember and take care of, but I know I can do it. I'm excited about working for a company that helps families and children. I think it will be very fulfilling and rewarding to be a part of such a ministry. I couldn't be more excited. Also, its amazing because the week honeymoon that we've already paid for, I will be able to use one of my weeks of vacation for! WHAT A RELIEF!! So I will begin a new career tomorrow more or less. It should be amazing. On the bright side of unemployment, I was able to complete all of our invitations which will be going out in about 20 days...EXCITING!
My mom got married this last weekend on May 14th. It was a beautiful touching ceremony and my mom glowed with beauty. It was special to have her family and closest friends there of course, but the most amazing part was that his three daughters, Crystal, April, and Tiffany, were able to come from California!
I will tell you that before Saturday morning, knowing I was about to have three new sisters that I had never met scared me to death. I was so nervous about not getting along or not having anything in common with them (especially since we would be 'entertaining' them for two days after the wedding). Let me tell you. I ADORE THEM. They are the most down to earth, easy going, FUN, beautifully amazing women. We instantly clicked. I seriously cant imagine having anyone any better than them to be an addition to our family.We spent the weekend hot tubbing, playing games, laughing, and just getting to know each other...it was perfect. Where else can you find 3 grown adults that want to play Murder in the Dark in a small hotel room at midnight? I must say I was a lot more disappointed that they were leaving than I ever thought I would be. I have thought about them almost every day since and cant wait until Jeremiah and I can make it out to CA to see them!
Since Mom and Preston are honeymooning I have been staying at moms with Cara and Sally (their dog). Anyone who knows Peanut, knows he's a handful and loves to play rough. Well Sally is a little lap chihuahua. They cant play. In fact all they do is growl and chase each other, occasionally trying to wrestle, which is quickly broken up. Its quite the task at times, so moments like this are priceless to me!
While its been nice to eat someone elses food, get all my laundry done, and have more channels on cable...I'm ready to be home. I miss my apartment and my bed. 2 more nights. Oh, and Jana, Cara, and I went and saw Rio earlier in the week. It was a cute movie, but the best part were these pictures.
Wedding planning hasn't progressed too much lately. We've really been focusing on where we are going to live. I have until July 1st to be out of my apartment so we're slowly running out of time to find somewhere. We have narrowed it down apartment-wise, however, we would really like a rent house. We are looking downtown and south okc/moore. If anyone knows of anything, please let us know! We are trying to find somewhere around $600/mo that takes pets...not the easiest task. Jer and I have driven ALL over town for the past two weekends...its exhausting. We have found a few we're interested in and sent out inquiries with email and phone so hopefully we will hear from them this weekend....We want Peanut to have a yard!!
For those of you that don't know, we're saving cans to raise money to help pay for the wedding. Its been really touching to me to see people saving their cans for us. Seriously. I cant tell you how much it means to me. We have made approximately $70 total. That may not sound like much, but that's $70 that we didn't have before. I think its totally worth it. Its AWESOME! We cant thank you all enough!!!
I am about to start theatre up again at Poteet for Rogers and Hammerstein's Carousel. I'm excited. It has been over a year since I have been involved. But I must say I am a little nervous. Ive never done a show while having a significant other....and one not involved in theatre. Needless to say I think it will be a temporary adjustment. I know Jer and I will be fine, it was just be a little hard. We're going to have to find little moments to see each other in between the scheduling. I think it will just make us stronger...and in the mean time I will get to enjoy Cyndi and the theatre again.
Jeremiah and I have been reading "His Needs, Her Needs" for pre-marital counseling. I never realized that reading a book out loud would be such a great tool. As we read to each other we have been discussing all kinds of things that I don't think would have come up otherwise. I think its a really productive thing and I look forward to each time we read now. Its not always easy, in fact last nights was a difficult chapter for me, but we're growing. Its beautiful. I cant imagine living a minute without him by my side. 3 months, 18 days, and 17 hours....
This month has been a month of trial and testing. It started with work being super busy, which required me to work on Mothers Day (not cool). Then, I was fired for my job two days later for applying for a new job before telling my boss (REALLY NOT COOL). I don't want to get into the whole story of me getting fired, so that's the reason in a nutshell. Needless to say it was a devastating experience. Ive never been fired, and the reasons made it twice as hard. I was devastated for a day (and have had a few sad days here and there) but all in all it really taught me to trust the Lord. Getting fired right before moving (in July) and a few months before your wedding is absolutely terrifying. However, I did my best to trust that God was going to work it out. So I kept applying for jobs and saving what money I could - my tax return coming in three days after I got fired was a HUGE blessing as well. And it paid off.
The very job that I got fired for applying for, I got offered last Thursday. It is for The Bair Foundation. My first day was last Friday and the real training will start tomorrow. I'm a little nervous. There seems to be a lot to remember and take care of, but I know I can do it. I'm excited about working for a company that helps families and children. I think it will be very fulfilling and rewarding to be a part of such a ministry. I couldn't be more excited. Also, its amazing because the week honeymoon that we've already paid for, I will be able to use one of my weeks of vacation for! WHAT A RELIEF!! So I will begin a new career tomorrow more or less. It should be amazing. On the bright side of unemployment, I was able to complete all of our invitations which will be going out in about 20 days...EXCITING!
My mom got married this last weekend on May 14th. It was a beautiful touching ceremony and my mom glowed with beauty. It was special to have her family and closest friends there of course, but the most amazing part was that his three daughters, Crystal, April, and Tiffany, were able to come from California!
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| Crystal, Tiffany, April |
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| I Miss My Sisters |
While its been nice to eat someone elses food, get all my laundry done, and have more channels on cable...I'm ready to be home. I miss my apartment and my bed. 2 more nights. Oh, and Jana, Cara, and I went and saw Rio earlier in the week. It was a cute movie, but the best part were these pictures.
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| Apparently the teeth were a last minute decision. |
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| Sister Date. |
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| I love my seester. |
Wedding planning hasn't progressed too much lately. We've really been focusing on where we are going to live. I have until July 1st to be out of my apartment so we're slowly running out of time to find somewhere. We have narrowed it down apartment-wise, however, we would really like a rent house. We are looking downtown and south okc/moore. If anyone knows of anything, please let us know! We are trying to find somewhere around $600/mo that takes pets...not the easiest task. Jer and I have driven ALL over town for the past two weekends...its exhausting. We have found a few we're interested in and sent out inquiries with email and phone so hopefully we will hear from them this weekend....We want Peanut to have a yard!!
For those of you that don't know, we're saving cans to raise money to help pay for the wedding. Its been really touching to me to see people saving their cans for us. Seriously. I cant tell you how much it means to me. We have made approximately $70 total. That may not sound like much, but that's $70 that we didn't have before. I think its totally worth it. Its AWESOME! We cant thank you all enough!!!
I am about to start theatre up again at Poteet for Rogers and Hammerstein's Carousel. I'm excited. It has been over a year since I have been involved. But I must say I am a little nervous. Ive never done a show while having a significant other....and one not involved in theatre. Needless to say I think it will be a temporary adjustment. I know Jer and I will be fine, it was just be a little hard. We're going to have to find little moments to see each other in between the scheduling. I think it will just make us stronger...and in the mean time I will get to enjoy Cyndi and the theatre again.
Jeremiah and I have been reading "His Needs, Her Needs" for pre-marital counseling. I never realized that reading a book out loud would be such a great tool. As we read to each other we have been discussing all kinds of things that I don't think would have come up otherwise. I think its a really productive thing and I look forward to each time we read now. Its not always easy, in fact last nights was a difficult chapter for me, but we're growing. Its beautiful. I cant imagine living a minute without him by my side. 3 months, 18 days, and 17 hours....
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Cue Ridiculous Post
Sometimes in life things dont go as you planned. In fact most of the time. Life is crazy. Things change. People change. You never know whats next. And dealing with those changes can be a challenge.
Lately Ive been having a hard time due to feeling isolated. Do I have friends? Yes, of course. But it almost feels like ever since Jer and I got serious, people stopped wanting to be our friends. Did we change? I dont think so. Maybe we did, and we dont know. But its a very strange feeling to say, I have friends but no one seems to want to actually be invested. (PS I KNOW there are people who are invested...this is not me discrediting that at all...its simply an emotional crazy day in my soul). Jer and I love each other, and yes we like to spend time alone together. But we'd also like to have some community. I dont know. Its hard to explain.
You know, in life I have always had lots of friends and a few bests. Im still that way. Sometimes the bests changed, in fact they usually do change. I think whats hard is watching yourself be replaced with a new best in someone elses life. Its not always meant to be that way, but as I said before...Life happens and things change. We must learn to evolve as relationships evolve around us. But what if we're unable to? What if everyone else moves on, and you dont ever seem to be able to move on to the next? Maybe you're just too socially awkward to reach out. Maybe you're actually someone people dont want to be involved with.
Not having many coupled friends is what this is all getting at I guess. We need more couple friends. Not that we dont love our current friends, and our current couple friends....I just feel like someone who's carrying all their eggs in one basket and one by one they're falling out...if that makes sense? I know you have to give to get. You cant expect everyone else to do things you wont do yourself. Its just hard. Hard to watch yourself be replaced by others in life...sometimes you see the process...and other times you wake up and see something on facebok and realize "wow...that used to be me". Life is crazy.
This post is dumb. Im sorry. Im just sad today. Blame it on PMS. Im going to.
Lately Ive been having a hard time due to feeling isolated. Do I have friends? Yes, of course. But it almost feels like ever since Jer and I got serious, people stopped wanting to be our friends. Did we change? I dont think so. Maybe we did, and we dont know. But its a very strange feeling to say, I have friends but no one seems to want to actually be invested. (PS I KNOW there are people who are invested...this is not me discrediting that at all...its simply an emotional crazy day in my soul). Jer and I love each other, and yes we like to spend time alone together. But we'd also like to have some community. I dont know. Its hard to explain.
You know, in life I have always had lots of friends and a few bests. Im still that way. Sometimes the bests changed, in fact they usually do change. I think whats hard is watching yourself be replaced with a new best in someone elses life. Its not always meant to be that way, but as I said before...Life happens and things change. We must learn to evolve as relationships evolve around us. But what if we're unable to? What if everyone else moves on, and you dont ever seem to be able to move on to the next? Maybe you're just too socially awkward to reach out. Maybe you're actually someone people dont want to be involved with.
Not having many coupled friends is what this is all getting at I guess. We need more couple friends. Not that we dont love our current friends, and our current couple friends....I just feel like someone who's carrying all their eggs in one basket and one by one they're falling out...if that makes sense? I know you have to give to get. You cant expect everyone else to do things you wont do yourself. Its just hard. Hard to watch yourself be replaced by others in life...sometimes you see the process...and other times you wake up and see something on facebok and realize "wow...that used to be me". Life is crazy.
This post is dumb. Im sorry. Im just sad today. Blame it on PMS. Im going to.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
5 months, 17 days, 2 hours, 11 minutes and counting
SO, My blogging habits suck. But I dont care. Honestly, life is just too busy and too amazing to stop and write sometimes. Wedding planning is full swing. We've bought the dress, the suit, the accessories, the cake topper, the flowers, half the centerpieces, half of the honeymoon, the toasting glasses, card box, and im sure more. We're ahead of schedule, and doing INCREDIBLY well on a budget. I have found that guest lists have been some of the hardest things so far. Seriously. Having to pick and choose and worry about people feelings knowing that you ultimately only have so much room and so many invitations....its hard. I hate feeling like "they're going to be offended if I dont invite them". But at the same time, we do all we can do about it. I think we're basically finalized...finally. Its a good feeling.
Thanks to our friend David Stevens, bless him, we were able to get our custom designed invitations printed for free!!! How amazing is that!?!? We were stoked about the discounted price but upon picking them up they told us to thank Dave. I couldnt thank him enough. I feel so blessed to have these invitations taken care of. Thank you Lord for hearts like Dave.
Our Bridesmaid dresses were $98 dresses that they got for $26. Seriously? Yes. We are kicking ass at saving money all around. Our venue is free (thank you Pastor Randy). Our marriage certificate is $5 instead of $55. Everything is just coming together. We're going to have a beautiful wedding and its not going to cause anyone to be broke for months afterward. Its a beautiful thing.
We booked our honeymoon this week. First night at The Skirvin Hotel. And then we're going to Santa Fe for a week and staying here. We cannot wait! And whats adorable is that Jer was given some bonds by his grandparents a long time ago. Well they've built lots of interest by now and we were able to cash one and pay for the honeymoon. I think its precious that their gift given to a child has now paid for a grown mans honeymoon.
Work is good. Its picking up and getting a bit busy. But busy is good. Busy means more money. More money means less (wedding) stress. Or bill stress considering I just switched to Sprint (no more AT&T) and havent gotten my big first bill yet. Im sure it will be large and that will be on top of the big bill I have for cancelling with AT&T. If it werent for these bills, I could be buying the RE9 set at Arbonne that I want so that my skin will be flawless for the wedding. But no.
Im starting HCG on April 2nd with my dear friend Lacy for a wedding round. We're both going to be shedding for the wedding. :) Im pretty motivated right now. Ive been working on a schedule. Nothing super intensive but enough to sweat. This morning I even work up early enough to go walk peanut in the neighbborhood. It was nice. I like the feeling of getting healthy and losing weight. Its a very positive thing. Im super excited that I will have a closer in body (Cyndi and Tia are always close in spirit) partner for the HCG this time. We're going to look fierce on my wedding day thats for sure! ahahah
MY MOM IS GETTING MARRIED!!!! Yes amazing right? We are so so excited for her and Preston. Theyre the most precious thing. So mid May she will be a married woman again. God is so great for bringing the two of them together.
Life is good. God is better. And Im just counting down the days until I am a wife. I imagine its the second greatest thing to being a mom....and I cant wait.
Our Wedding Website
Thanks to our friend David Stevens, bless him, we were able to get our custom designed invitations printed for free!!! How amazing is that!?!? We were stoked about the discounted price but upon picking them up they told us to thank Dave. I couldnt thank him enough. I feel so blessed to have these invitations taken care of. Thank you Lord for hearts like Dave.
Our Bridesmaid dresses were $98 dresses that they got for $26. Seriously? Yes. We are kicking ass at saving money all around. Our venue is free (thank you Pastor Randy). Our marriage certificate is $5 instead of $55. Everything is just coming together. We're going to have a beautiful wedding and its not going to cause anyone to be broke for months afterward. Its a beautiful thing.
We booked our honeymoon this week. First night at The Skirvin Hotel. And then we're going to Santa Fe for a week and staying here. We cannot wait! And whats adorable is that Jer was given some bonds by his grandparents a long time ago. Well they've built lots of interest by now and we were able to cash one and pay for the honeymoon. I think its precious that their gift given to a child has now paid for a grown mans honeymoon.
Work is good. Its picking up and getting a bit busy. But busy is good. Busy means more money. More money means less (wedding) stress. Or bill stress considering I just switched to Sprint (no more AT&T) and havent gotten my big first bill yet. Im sure it will be large and that will be on top of the big bill I have for cancelling with AT&T. If it werent for these bills, I could be buying the RE9 set at Arbonne that I want so that my skin will be flawless for the wedding. But no.
Im starting HCG on April 2nd with my dear friend Lacy for a wedding round. We're both going to be shedding for the wedding. :) Im pretty motivated right now. Ive been working on a schedule. Nothing super intensive but enough to sweat. This morning I even work up early enough to go walk peanut in the neighbborhood. It was nice. I like the feeling of getting healthy and losing weight. Its a very positive thing. Im super excited that I will have a closer in body (Cyndi and Tia are always close in spirit) partner for the HCG this time. We're going to look fierce on my wedding day thats for sure! ahahah
MY MOM IS GETTING MARRIED!!!! Yes amazing right? We are so so excited for her and Preston. Theyre the most precious thing. So mid May she will be a married woman again. God is so great for bringing the two of them together.
Life is good. God is better. And Im just counting down the days until I am a wife. I imagine its the second greatest thing to being a mom....and I cant wait.
Our Wedding Website
Monday, January 24, 2011
The Next Chapter
So something very exciting has happened last week.
I GOT ENGAGED!!!
To be honest, it was a complete suprise. I thought I was going to have to wait until Valentines, but I didnt! I couldnt be happier about it. I figured it was about time I blogged about it. Things seem to have picked up with life in general in the last 5 days, even without wedding/engagement stuff and this is the first chance I've had. I know people are wanting to know how he proposed. So here it is:
We had already made plans to go see my favorite musical, The Color Purple. He had never seen a big show like that before, and its one of my all time favorites so I was already pumped up about this day. I will say the thought had definately crossed my mind about him proposing then, but it was more of a wish. A wish so wanted that I even had tried to get my sister to suggest it to him (she told me to stop it and leave him alone haha). However, by the time the day came, Id written off the idea that it would happen. We were just going out on a nice date. We were both all dressed up. I had on a dress I'd never worn. He was all cute in his new purple dress shirt. We were cute as a button. We ate at Zios before the show, which was delicious and complete with peach belinis. Everything was normal. No hints. No awkward moments. Just a regular night out with my man.
So when we were leaving he wanted to smoke prior to getting to the theatre. At the time I thought it a bit weird but didnt matter as long as I could wait in the warm car. A skirt on a cold night was feeling like a bad idea at this point. We were walking toward the theatre, and I assumed we'd go in the closest doors. Because of where we parked that would mean the side doors. However, Jer asked what the front of the building looked like. I said more stairs and some statue. He insisted we go to the front because he'd never been there. I was a bit annoyed simply because of how cold it was, but was going to go along because it wasnt anything worth making any deal of. Well thank goodness I went along with it.
We got to the statue and he wanted to know who it was. So we stood there, reading the statue, and I said "ok can we go in now?" and his response was "almost". He then turned to me, got down on one knee and said "I love you so much Mallory and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?" I of course said yes immediately. The ring was beautiful (one of the ones Id pointed out to really like a week prior). He kissed me, put the ring on, and said "Now we can go in". I was all smiles all evening (and even still). I kept looking at my ring reflect in the safety lights on the stairs during the show haha. It was a perfect evening.
So now, we're getting married this fall! Its pretty crazy how fast it feels like its coming and yet it also feels like it will never get here. We're checking things off one by one, doing what we can when we can. This is a day Ive waited for since I was a little girl, and now its finally on its way! I know theres going to be a lot of things to do. A lot of details to track. And we're on a budget, a pretty small one though undetermined, so we'll be doing as much of it as we can by ourselves. Ive been craigslisting, bargain hunting, and asking the people we know. So far I feel like its going pretty well. Its just a matter of money really. Im so frugal about it all that I eat weird cheap home lunches, pick up any and all change I see laying on the ground/in flower beds, and we're going to start collecting cans for cash. So, if you have any change or cans you want to donate, all donations gladly accepted! hahaha no really...
So thats my engagement story, and whats going on with life right now (for the most part). One day I'll get a chance to update other things but for now, starting the next chapter of my life is the thing that is more important and time consuming. I love it. And I love Jeremiah.
I GOT ENGAGED!!!
To be honest, it was a complete suprise. I thought I was going to have to wait until Valentines, but I didnt! I couldnt be happier about it. I figured it was about time I blogged about it. Things seem to have picked up with life in general in the last 5 days, even without wedding/engagement stuff and this is the first chance I've had. I know people are wanting to know how he proposed. So here it is:
We had already made plans to go see my favorite musical, The Color Purple. He had never seen a big show like that before, and its one of my all time favorites so I was already pumped up about this day. I will say the thought had definately crossed my mind about him proposing then, but it was more of a wish. A wish so wanted that I even had tried to get my sister to suggest it to him (she told me to stop it and leave him alone haha). However, by the time the day came, Id written off the idea that it would happen. We were just going out on a nice date. We were both all dressed up. I had on a dress I'd never worn. He was all cute in his new purple dress shirt. We were cute as a button. We ate at Zios before the show, which was delicious and complete with peach belinis. Everything was normal. No hints. No awkward moments. Just a regular night out with my man.
So when we were leaving he wanted to smoke prior to getting to the theatre. At the time I thought it a bit weird but didnt matter as long as I could wait in the warm car. A skirt on a cold night was feeling like a bad idea at this point. We were walking toward the theatre, and I assumed we'd go in the closest doors. Because of where we parked that would mean the side doors. However, Jer asked what the front of the building looked like. I said more stairs and some statue. He insisted we go to the front because he'd never been there. I was a bit annoyed simply because of how cold it was, but was going to go along because it wasnt anything worth making any deal of. Well thank goodness I went along with it.
We got to the statue and he wanted to know who it was. So we stood there, reading the statue, and I said "ok can we go in now?" and his response was "almost". He then turned to me, got down on one knee and said "I love you so much Mallory and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me?" I of course said yes immediately. The ring was beautiful (one of the ones Id pointed out to really like a week prior). He kissed me, put the ring on, and said "Now we can go in". I was all smiles all evening (and even still). I kept looking at my ring reflect in the safety lights on the stairs during the show haha. It was a perfect evening.
So now, we're getting married this fall! Its pretty crazy how fast it feels like its coming and yet it also feels like it will never get here. We're checking things off one by one, doing what we can when we can. This is a day Ive waited for since I was a little girl, and now its finally on its way! I know theres going to be a lot of things to do. A lot of details to track. And we're on a budget, a pretty small one though undetermined, so we'll be doing as much of it as we can by ourselves. Ive been craigslisting, bargain hunting, and asking the people we know. So far I feel like its going pretty well. Its just a matter of money really. Im so frugal about it all that I eat weird cheap home lunches, pick up any and all change I see laying on the ground/in flower beds, and we're going to start collecting cans for cash. So, if you have any change or cans you want to donate, all donations gladly accepted! hahaha no really...
So thats my engagement story, and whats going on with life right now (for the most part). One day I'll get a chance to update other things but for now, starting the next chapter of my life is the thing that is more important and time consuming. I love it. And I love Jeremiah.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Looking forward to the future
No better time for a blog than lunch break!
My holidays were amazing. I couldnt have asked for anything better. I not only got to spend them with the man I love, Jeremiah Parris, but I got to spend them with my family and his! It was truly one of the most special christmases to me. Christmas has always been a big deal to me. It makes me happier than any time of year. I put up my Christmas decorations two weeks before Thanksgiving and still havent taken them down. I LOVE IT! I think theres such thing as Christmas Magic. People start being kinder to one another, little miracles start happening...its a beautiful thing!
Jer's family from his mom's side came to visit right after Christmas. I'd met all of his dad's family, and this was my first time to meet Debbie's siblings. They were wonderful!! Unfortunately one aunt and cousin were unable to attend, but I had a great time with those who did visit. I think I've truly found a man with the most wonderful family ever. They are all so sweet and welcoming. I consider myself lucky.
Jana and Ryan took Jer and I out for a double date extravaganza. This meant we went ice skating and to see the movie Black Swan. Ice skating was fun, though my ankles werent really letting me enjoy it. I swear I could only get around the rink once before my feet cramped and my laces loosened. And Black Swan, well, weird. It was not what I expected. It was amazing and beautiful and dark and twisted and wow. I had no idea it would be so graphic! It was awesome though..in a "I have no idea exactly whats going on" kind of way. All in all our date extravaganza was a win. I love Ryan and Jana so much. They're two of my favorite people.
Preston , my mama's man, came to visit. And I must say....Im really hoping this is the man my mom is going to marry!!!
Ive started going back to the costume shop now that the elevator is fixed. Its a zoo. An out of control zoo. Ive slowly gained a little control but there's still SO much to do. So for the next months or so I will be spending a few hours a week there to get it under control. Madness I tell you. There are going to be some rules set for that place if Im going to continue to work in it. I refuse to pick up after someone who doesnt have the respect for others enough to throw their halls wrappers away, or not throw bobby pins on the floor. I dont need the money that bad to have to put up with that crap. So ya, this year I'll be back around a bit more. I will be stage managing the big show this summer under Cyndi....plan on helping out with ushering/concessions/sets etc a bit more. Ive missed the theatre...and from what I hear it misses me. The good news is, Jer is interested in helping with the set construction etc! So how awesome to be able to get to share something I love with someone I love and vice versa!! So exciting.
Last fall I did HCG and lost 30 pounds. This new year I've been teeter tottering around with the idea of a round 2. The only thing keeping me from it is the idea of eating more tomatoes makes me want to vomit...and being that was one of the only vegetables I liked that I could eat...its hard to go back. BUT I think, I think, Ive decided to do it. It will either be when the groceries I just bought are run down or the first of february. Why not do another round and lose another 30 on the easiest diet I've ever done in my life? Sure. I'll give it it a shot...i think. ;)
I still love my job at Coldwell Banker, though right now my boss has been severely sick so my work load has been weird. Ive been trying to keep things afloat while finding enough to do while I'm at work. Needless to say its a bit difficult. AND I miss her! She's such a life force to have around, its sad when she's not been her in....2 weeks? Ya that sounds right. I want her healthy and healed asap.
Speaking of jobs!!!! Jeremiah started a new job working for Stillwater National Bank. This week he said goodbye retail and hello office job! Its a super awesome thing for him. Its what he's wanted to do since I've known him. Not neccessarily the exact position he works, but he's always hated retail and wanted to work in an office setting. So after a month or so of applying for any job available, he got hired! This is his third day of training and I think its going to be a good thing...for him and for us (though its making him super duper tired right now...his body isnt used to really functioning that early anymore). I couldnt be more proud of him.
2011 is going to be one hell of a year. Im excited about all its going to bring. Lots of changes, lots of events. Its super exciting. Its the year of penny pinching, weigh watching, planning, organizing, loving, and so much more. 2011 will be my year. I couldnt be happier about it.
On a final note...apartmement dwellers. PLEASE be considerate of your neighbors. And I dont just mean dont turn your tvs up so loud I can feel your subtitles (yes, i know)....I mean with your love lives. If Im sound asleep and I get woken up because your head board is banging the wall and your girlfriend is screaming and talking so loudly I can understand what she's saying.....THATS A PROBLEM! And if it happens TWICE in one night....I should come down there and knock on your door just to interrupt you. That is NOT okay!! Yes each person pays rent and has the right to do what they want in their own homes...but when it affects me and my sleep, you're being disrespectful. I dont do my jumping jacks and stride jumps early in the mornings because I respect your sleep. But dammit, if you dont start respecting me and the noise levels (which they talk about in your lease about respecting others with after 10pm...) then expect me to start running marathons and doing jumping jacks that sound like elephants at 6am. Im over you and your ridiculous sex noises....honestly, its not natural....and I think she's faking. The end.
My holidays were amazing. I couldnt have asked for anything better. I not only got to spend them with the man I love, Jeremiah Parris, but I got to spend them with my family and his! It was truly one of the most special christmases to me. Christmas has always been a big deal to me. It makes me happier than any time of year. I put up my Christmas decorations two weeks before Thanksgiving and still havent taken them down. I LOVE IT! I think theres such thing as Christmas Magic. People start being kinder to one another, little miracles start happening...its a beautiful thing!
Jer's family from his mom's side came to visit right after Christmas. I'd met all of his dad's family, and this was my first time to meet Debbie's siblings. They were wonderful!! Unfortunately one aunt and cousin were unable to attend, but I had a great time with those who did visit. I think I've truly found a man with the most wonderful family ever. They are all so sweet and welcoming. I consider myself lucky.
Jana and Ryan took Jer and I out for a double date extravaganza. This meant we went ice skating and to see the movie Black Swan. Ice skating was fun, though my ankles werent really letting me enjoy it. I swear I could only get around the rink once before my feet cramped and my laces loosened. And Black Swan, well, weird. It was not what I expected. It was amazing and beautiful and dark and twisted and wow. I had no idea it would be so graphic! It was awesome though..in a "I have no idea exactly whats going on" kind of way. All in all our date extravaganza was a win. I love Ryan and Jana so much. They're two of my favorite people.
Preston , my mama's man, came to visit. And I must say....Im really hoping this is the man my mom is going to marry!!!
Ive started going back to the costume shop now that the elevator is fixed. Its a zoo. An out of control zoo. Ive slowly gained a little control but there's still SO much to do. So for the next months or so I will be spending a few hours a week there to get it under control. Madness I tell you. There are going to be some rules set for that place if Im going to continue to work in it. I refuse to pick up after someone who doesnt have the respect for others enough to throw their halls wrappers away, or not throw bobby pins on the floor. I dont need the money that bad to have to put up with that crap. So ya, this year I'll be back around a bit more. I will be stage managing the big show this summer under Cyndi....plan on helping out with ushering/concessions/sets etc a bit more. Ive missed the theatre...and from what I hear it misses me. The good news is, Jer is interested in helping with the set construction etc! So how awesome to be able to get to share something I love with someone I love and vice versa!! So exciting.
Last fall I did HCG and lost 30 pounds. This new year I've been teeter tottering around with the idea of a round 2. The only thing keeping me from it is the idea of eating more tomatoes makes me want to vomit...and being that was one of the only vegetables I liked that I could eat...its hard to go back. BUT I think, I think, Ive decided to do it. It will either be when the groceries I just bought are run down or the first of february. Why not do another round and lose another 30 on the easiest diet I've ever done in my life? Sure. I'll give it it a shot...i think. ;)
I still love my job at Coldwell Banker, though right now my boss has been severely sick so my work load has been weird. Ive been trying to keep things afloat while finding enough to do while I'm at work. Needless to say its a bit difficult. AND I miss her! She's such a life force to have around, its sad when she's not been her in....2 weeks? Ya that sounds right. I want her healthy and healed asap.
Speaking of jobs!!!! Jeremiah started a new job working for Stillwater National Bank. This week he said goodbye retail and hello office job! Its a super awesome thing for him. Its what he's wanted to do since I've known him. Not neccessarily the exact position he works, but he's always hated retail and wanted to work in an office setting. So after a month or so of applying for any job available, he got hired! This is his third day of training and I think its going to be a good thing...for him and for us (though its making him super duper tired right now...his body isnt used to really functioning that early anymore). I couldnt be more proud of him.
2011 is going to be one hell of a year. Im excited about all its going to bring. Lots of changes, lots of events. Its super exciting. Its the year of penny pinching, weigh watching, planning, organizing, loving, and so much more. 2011 will be my year. I couldnt be happier about it.
On a final note...apartmement dwellers. PLEASE be considerate of your neighbors. And I dont just mean dont turn your tvs up so loud I can feel your subtitles (yes, i know)....I mean with your love lives. If Im sound asleep and I get woken up because your head board is banging the wall and your girlfriend is screaming and talking so loudly I can understand what she's saying.....THATS A PROBLEM! And if it happens TWICE in one night....I should come down there and knock on your door just to interrupt you. That is NOT okay!! Yes each person pays rent and has the right to do what they want in their own homes...but when it affects me and my sleep, you're being disrespectful. I dont do my jumping jacks and stride jumps early in the mornings because I respect your sleep. But dammit, if you dont start respecting me and the noise levels (which they talk about in your lease about respecting others with after 10pm...) then expect me to start running marathons and doing jumping jacks that sound like elephants at 6am. Im over you and your ridiculous sex noises....honestly, its not natural....and I think she's faking. The end.
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